★BIGBANG - the new definition of music

2009년 9월 27일 일요일 @ 오후 7:16

saw dan's post on fb that he got a new skin.

and sorry to say this.. but dan, the new STANDARD skin is HELLA better than your old one! xD
at least its neat and everything now.
sometimes we should just admit that we dont have the knuck for choosing good templates.
haha!

anyway, as he wrote, i tried to search my name in this blog.
and i got to say this :

DAN DAN THIO CHEE LIN!!!!
I SOOO DID NOT TELL ZIJIE THAT I NEED TO BUY A BRA!!!
I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BUY ONE, LET ALONE GO SUGGEST GETTING ONE!!!

okay, so other than that, it was all good=)
i even found our old chalet photos (some which i have never seen before)
these are the ones with me inside ONLY...

sorry that i look even more like a man tou when i'm sleeping.

wonderwoman, ronald and i were trying our best to cut the birthday cake(cheese cake) at the jetty...

i thought this was a pretty picture, with the ample amount of sunlight shinning on us ^^
me & liyi were cycling the double bike, cause liyi can cycle for nuts =.=
anyway, its the first time after 2 years that i see this picture, thanks dan! ^^

p.s: it might jolly well be the ONLY photo of me being in a serene, looking naturally-happy photo

2009년 9월 26일 토요일 @ 오전 12:00

its becoming a vicious cycle now.
whenever i'm force to face the music, with the drawing days, the more i feel like running away from it.
probably for eternity, if possible.
and once i got to do so, i would be WAY too immersed in the beautiful feeling that for the coming challenges, i would want to run away from them too.

everything i do is half-assed.

how i wish i have some magical power to change myself into the ideal me that fights back.
not just vocally, but physically getting myself dirty, while trying to attempt the impossible too.

p.s: i suddenly have a feeling of wanting to create a fashion item NOW...

2009년 9월 12일 토요일 @ 오후 11:00

blogs really reflect a person's character.
and VERY WELL at that!

The pretty girls would always be blogging with image-heavy posts on the gazillions selca that they took when they tried out a new outfit.
or it would be of all the clothes/pretty friends etc. just very much the pretty things that would make people thing their lives are indeed befitting of a pretty girl.
the glam life~

While people who are all about their own religion, would never escape adding in some posts that are spiritual/addressing to the values that their gods have passed down to them.

And this is my personal favorite!
the 4th dimensional people will have a very cute blog with posts that is written with very much an alien language, due to the out-of-the-world expressions that only they can think out of, for every different type of situations that they are placed in. xD
seriously entertaining, a guarantee that you will never get tired of reading their thoughts.
its just so fascinating how their brain works! ^^
those kids are the most pure&brightest kind that you can ever find on earth...
i sincerely hope that their brightest smiles would never be tainted, with time, by the evilness of the real world...

2009년 9월 10일 목요일 @ 오후 8:23

i don't really know if today is a good day for me in general, or not.

i went over to my parents' house to take my beloved BIGBANG poster, which was given to me by Michelle언니.
it was their latest poster for the brand that they are advertising for NII which came out like just 1 or 2 weeks ago, in Korea! ^^

and while i was at that, still waiting downstairs at my parents' place, for someone to pass me my poster, i saw JianWei gor gor!
its been like 2 yrs since i last met him, even though we do sometimes chat online.
but seeing your own gor gor just cannot be described! ♥
i saw him first, and remained in my haughty pose, waiting to see if he will know that his mei mei is actually there right in front of him.
and its either i got too fat/ugly to be recognised, it took him like 2 mins full of glaring to notice that i was his mei mei =.=
the reason he gave "cause you looked so different!"
i bet my ass off it means i'm uglier T.T
anyway, no matter what, i still love my gor gor ^^
cause our pattern too similar liao, so we just click, whenever and wherever!

anyway.. gor gor JIAYOU with your exam and with your love life! ^^
.
.
.

now to the sad part.
first thing when i wake up and look at my phone, i saw Dan dan's sms.
it sounded like a joke and took me 1 full min to let what was inside register to my freaking brain.
i am sorry that i could only reply after 2hrs...
i don't know if your relationship is like mine, or even closer, i was really sad for you.
for me too, when i tried to picture what i would do, if i were in your shoes.
i think i would have fainted there and then.
i don't know if you told the others already, and i don't quite know whether i should be telling the others, so i didn't ask the rest whether they want to go and pay a visit together...
but my boy, know this...
we've been together for 4 yrs + 2 more where we aren't really in much contact,
but we are always there for you!
anything that you need, someone to pull some jokes and make you laugh, to punch you in the shoulder and say "we're here"
whatever!
i'm just 2 streets away from you.

i guess in conclusion, i really dont feel that good after all...

the sky is now dark and serious, as if it is praying for the loved ones who left us...
its saying "please bring these kind souls to a happier place, a place called 'Paradise', where true happiness can be obtained..."

@ 오전 12:37

was bored and happened to have my camera with me.

so here's a little amulet for the 7th month.
guaranteed to chase away evil spirits
.
.
.

haha!
my uncle told me that my ID card should only be carried around during such times.
T.T

2009년 9월 9일 수요일 @ 오후 11:54

Found the latte that my handsome boy GD took the commercial for, while at Korean supermarket some time ago.

i dont like coffee but when i saw his face, i knew i must have it xD
and bought it w/o realizing what type of drink i have bought, till i was thinking of consuming it.
=.=
thank god it was mild latte, so the taste was not as bad as i imagined.
but the taste that coffee leaves in one's mouth is horrible @.@

GD ♥

@ 오후 9:24

life is like a really big stage, where we are all actors and actresses.
its our own individual play that goes on 24/7.
ultimately our act will become intertwined with the many other individual acts out there, hence become a huge production, that is ever so spectacular.
And home, is like our dressing room, where we could relax and let go of the character that we have to act out.
to remove the thick layer of make-up, undo that headache-causing hair-do, undress from that unfamiliar costume that we have to wear, pretending that it was like our second skin, like we are comfortable in all of them.
and since we are all professional actors and actresses, it is natural that we can change swiftly into our characters as soon as the spotlight hits on us.
sometimes people who help us in our dressing rooms would think "why is his/her character so bad!?" but then that is the real us.
the very actor and actresses who are tired from the never-ending acts, we are tired from faking the same emotions that is expected from the characters that we play.
and it gets even worse when we realise that our life is just made out of only endless acts.
now do you know why when at home, your public angels shed their pure white feathers and grow pitch black ones for wings?
where their lovely halo that shines so blindingly bright is actually a flawless paint over the real two horns of a devil, that was tied together to form an illusion of a circle over the head?
where the flowy white dress that spells innocence is actually a leather, skin-tight one-piece that spells dangerous?

*chuckles*

라벨: for people who understand what i mean...

@ 오후 8:01

i really wish that this stupid blog would fix itself up and allow me to post pictures and everything.
all that it gives me is an empty page with a small box to type my post and a "publish post" when i'm done. T.T

@ 오전 4:20

i like the moments i spent talking to Ade & Misato=)
its always a guaranteed LOL session xD

2009년 9월 1일 화요일 @ 오후 5:49

sometimes i just wish to grab those irritating assholes in life, by their head and then slam them against a wall till crimson red flows